I don't want to give up. And until the day I die, I'm going to believe she lived a long and happy life somewhere in our past. But we have to draw a line under it, move it to the background, find ways to get on with our lives without her somehow. It's the most challenging thing, to carry on, but it has to be done.

[anxious] Everybody, we've got a possible bomb situation. We need the whole work detail to evacuate the level immediately.