You forgave Peter and bullshit Thomas—you knocked Paul of Tarsus off a horse—you raised Lazarus from the fuckin? dead—but me? Me? Your “heart”? ... What about me?! What about me, Jesus?! Hub?! You just, you just—I made a mistake! And if that was wrong, then you should have told me! And if broken heart wasn’t sufficient reason to hang, THEN YOU SHOULD HAVE TOLD ME THAT, TOO!

Why . . . didn’t you make me good enough . . . so that you could’ve loved me?

I see a lot of things!