ruiell

I want people to say that I have had positive impact on their lives. I also really want to try all sort of things and try singing properly for once. I want to achieve 5k subscribers to show that I can be successful doing what I like. I want to show my potential to my parents. I have never been able to hangout with my friends from a young age. I lost my ability to socialize and thought always of playing with friends and socializing. I thought maybe virtual streaming will allow me to gain confidence and help me become the energetic confident kid I used to be. I struggled so much as a teenager. Wanting to suicide and run away from the reality…. I wanted to go on and encourage others. I also wanted to build a little bit of trust that I lost from my family. I wanted to feel adored and loved even if the people are people who I have never met. These are the reason why I want to become a vtuber.

regardless of many failures I am still trying and holding on.