Anorexia and Body Image Narration
Project Overview
- - Good quality microphone; clear voice and no background noise.
- - Dedication; don't audition if you're liable to back out/not have time to commit (it's a very short project, after all)
- - Voice Chat Program; please have either a Skype or Discord account as I may want to give directions for recordings
- - Do NOT be sensitive; if these subjects bother you, don't audition. Likewise, if you're liable to get upset because I need you to redo lines, don't waste my time with auditioning.
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Alexa was the project leader who spear-headed the talk on promoting healthy eating and self esteem. She wrote the script itself and wanted to lift the veil surrounding eating disorders and the destructive nature of western beauty standards, while sharing her story of strife and perseverance.
[Normal] Boys didn't like me. I got comments like, "I'd sleep with you... if you were skinnier." Followed by, "Doesn't that make you feel pretty?"[Sad/Pensive] Pretty. Pretty. What does pretty even mean? This hollow word that had no depth. But I had such depth.
[Pained] I lost and lost and lost until I lost myself. I saw ribs. I saw veins. And then it came back. My disease.
[Hopeful] I want to smile without worrying
about all my chins. I want to have the time to make myself happy. I want to be
able to move around comfortably in my skin. In 5 years, I want to love
myself like I like the world.
Carolyn was the third and final member to join the project; hesitant at first to speak about her past in a public format. Typically quiet and reserved, she still has a bright spark within her that she's afraid to let out.
[Normal] About a week ago, a girl I know
posted on Facebook[Stereotype Preppy] "You should really replace your
regular sandwich bread with Ezekiel Bread, because it's like, all natural, and
it's super delicious."[Snarky] Anyone who tells you that Ezekiel
bread is delicious is lying to you. Ezekiel Bread tastes like cardboard.[Dramatic] Because lately I have been
thinking about the way that we care what we look like, as if there is some
future for us as thin and beautiful, but this is not a fucking dress rehearsal,
this is the real thing.[Reflective/Pensive] The one thing is, I can't imagine
going back to where I was. To not eating anything. It's terrifying. I don't
think I could do it. Nobody in my life would let me. They know it could happen,
so they're ready to act on it.
Misty was the second person to join the group, having formerly worked as a freelance model; she was optimistic about potentially making a change with this project. She is typically withdrawn, feeling a lot of anxiety in regards to her appearance -- she often feels the need to hide under baggy clothing or simply not leave her home. Modeling destroyed her sense of self and she eventually went on an indefinite hiatus in order to preserve what was left of her confidence.
[Annoyed] Why is there even a distinction necessary, a category, made to describe
the difference between someone of a slightly more voluptuous size? A model is a model is a model.[Matter-of-fact] By the end of high school, excessive exercise and dieting had brought my
weight down to a terrifyingly low 120 lbs. Friends and family were afraid that
I would collapse or break at any moment.[Pensive] This was the first time that I began
to realize that something was seriously wrong with the outlook that beauty required being unhealthily thin.[Hopeful] Realistically, in 5 years, I'd love to see myself healthy.
[Pensive] I do have trouble sometimes.
Sometimes I won't check the scale for weeks, but then I'll check every
damn day. I'd like to be at a place where I'm
enjoying life. Not focusing on how many calories I
eat, or don't eat.
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