Boarding school was hell, but coming here, I can certainly start to cherish it cause the family environment is not so friendly.

I try so hard to think positively, and for the most part, I do, I am, but, keeping myself that way is the hardest thing in the world. But being around mother and Claire, the negativity just creeps up on me. I try not to pay too much attention to how much better mom's relationship is to Claire, but it's hard not to when I'm so close to them. When I was miles away, I was happier. I wanted to come here to support you during this difficult time, but I can't bear being around mother and Claire. They drained every bit of happiness I had. For once in my life, I felt good, but when I got here, there's this sudden rush of negative energy; it's like a wave of depression, and I can't bear it any longer. I'm sorry for leaving you alone with them, but I have to put my mental health first, sis. I love you, and I'm always a phone call away. (sad, Holding back tears)