The Love Talker
Brittany Morgan Williams for Ellen
Accent: Southern US or light Appalachian
Background:
Raised in poverty and subject to sexual abuse all through her childhood, Ellen, now 20, has saved enough money to escape. She’s hiking the Appalachian trail while trying to figure out how to move on from her history and find a new place to be.
[Speaking directly to the listener.]
ELLEN
I'm not suicidal, though there were times I came close. I can't say that I like my life, because I don't know what it is, yet. But I can say that I like cheese fries and racing movies and watercolors. (pause) I think being out here in the wilderness changes you. (pause) God I hope so. (pause) Out here, danger is different. Better, almost, than back home. It's honest. The danger is rotten trees ready to fall on you. The danger is loose gravel or a hidden root that breaks your ankle. The danger is food and water and time--gotta be off the trail by winter. I've been hiking two months now and I've never felt the kind of focus that I do. And I think that's why I'm out here. I need focus. I need a change. My birthday is next month, I'm turning 21 on the trail. Maybe coming out here will show me who I really am.
Ellen encounters “Mix” on the trail and suspects he means her harm. Do not record Mix’s lines, they are included for reference. VO lines are addressed directly to the listener.
MIX
Call me Mix.
ELLEN
Mix? That your trail name?
MIX
Yeah. You know, like Trail Mix!
ELLEN
(VO) (sarcastic)
Original.
ELLEN
Call me Cuppa J. I like coffee.
MIX
Cuppa, huh? Nice, nice, nice. You got a good look about you, Cups.
ELLEN
... Cuppa J. And uh, yeah, thanks.
ELLEN
(VO)
You know what's coming. Hairs on the back of my neck. The leer of my mother's boyfriends, leaning their drugged out faces into my doorway. (Pause) Breathe. Maybe not. (pause) But I know that look.
MIX
Where you headed?
ELLEN
There's supposed to be a hostel in this little town nearby. Trying to get there ahead of the rain.
MIX
Oh is there? But you know, I found a shelter nearby! It's so cool, this like old house. It's huge. Like an old mansion or something but now it's abandoned. There's a fireplace and everything. You should check it out.
ELLEN
(VO)
It's the look. The way he flicks his eyes over you. Under that friendly smile, something a little hungry. A look that boxes you in, sizes you up. Categorizes you, with a confidence that he thinks he's got the right.
ELLEN
Nah, that's okay. Old buildings are dangerous and plus, no trespassing, right? I'm going to head on.
MIX
Well, listen, if this is the trail to the town, I'll walk with you. The house is just around that bend.
ELLEN
... yeah, sure, okay.
MIX
Cool, cool. Hey, you've got a pretty smile.
ELLEN
... thanks.
ELLEN
(VO)
Shit.
There are several scenes where we flashback to Ellen as a girl. Please record the following in a more youthful voice. It’s more important to suggest her age than hit it exactly.
Ellen and her friends find a dead bird on the playground.
YOUNG ELLEN
Oh no... What happened? Did you hurt it? Maybe a cat got it. (pause) We should get a shoebox and put it in, then we can bury it. We could hold a funeral. Like they did in that book Miss Adams read to us, about the goldfish who died and the family put him in a box and buried him.